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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

My Prince Charming

Ang gwapo talaga ni kenshin... Ewan ko ba bakit ganun? Before feeling ko pa nga baka magkagusto talaga ako sa anime. Baliw noh? Haha. Ewan ko ba kung bakit. May sira na ata ako. Ngunit ngayon narealize ko na na imposible yun. Pero one thing's for sure. Crush ko cya! Haha. Lakas ng tama eh. Dati medyo nalilo pero slowly bumabalik na cya sakin. Haha. Puro na lang ako haha ah. Ang cute nya kasi eh. Weird. Meron nga akong poster nya, original pictures, banners, stickers and pins. Ibang klase! Kaya para sa lahat ng nagbabasa nito... alam nyo na ha kenshin himura. Hehe. Adik! pede nyo ko bigyan sa October 11 or sa christmas. Kung gusto nyo naman pasayahin yung valentines ko pede din. It's your choice... Hehe... kau bahala. Alam nyo naman kung panu ako hahanapin. Hehe. Appreciated yan lahat. Ang kulit! Hehe.


Grabe tong pic na to kinaadikan ko... Meron nga pala akong poster na ganitong ganito... courtesy of rocky pasquil (boy friend ng dichi ko)... Thanks uli. Tagal ko tong naging wallpaper. Ewan ko ba... Hay life!


La lang toh ung hinanap ko sa friendster... Obsess noh? wahaha


Parang doll ang cute talaga nya!!! Waaahhh!!! adik...


d ko sure kung ko toh nakita basta... kakatakut pero angas pa rin... hehe...

La lang talaga ako magawa sa buhay ko.... I love kenshin forever!!!! Ahihi... bleh...

Am I alone?

I'm wounded... I'm bleeding... I'm falling... I'm breaking down... I'm slowly dying. I feel my energy fade away... Don't know why, don't know how... It's as if I'm alone in a crowded room, the loser of all winners, a plate with a crack... confused which way to go... which path to choose, whether to live or die... Living is hard... crucial... hurtful.. Death is problem-free... peaceful... free but dying stops me from everything, dying stops my wheel. Dying is death for me. Stops me, cuts my tie. I treat each day as it is the last, who knows it might be my last. I might be gone forever... I might be in god's hands... I look at their faces... their smiles... their pain and suddenly memories flash back... Am I alone?

8:05 am 07/04/06

Friday, July 21, 2006

Close to Normal

Mas at ease na ako lately. Nakatulong nga sakin ung pagbabawas ng pagiisip ng mga bagay bagay. Haha. Though feeling ko may mga naiinis na sakin dahil sa pagiging ewan ko. Bahala na. Tama na! I had enough... hehe... Eh anu naman dba? Anu masama sa ginagawa ko? Diba? Hehe... Nagtaray... Oo nga pala papaalam ko lang sa inyo na mukha akong bakla sa id pic ko... hehe... Grabe ah... Wala akong masulat... Madami akong pinagkakaabalahang bagay ngaun. Hectic pa sked. Kakapagod din eh noh. Konti na lang cguro mamahalin ko na rin tong ginagawa ko. Hehe...

Grabe ah... Wala pa kami nagagawa sa english. alam nyo ang dami kong naexperience this year na dati d ko pa naeexperience. Alam mo un? Dami ko pa ring d naeexplore. Hehe... Pero ung iba wag muna ngaun bata pako... Hehe... Joke... Ayko na nga! Good girl ako eh... Hehe... Oi iba ung cnasabi ko ah... Bka naman iba iniiip nyo... Hmmm... d2 na lang muna.... Hehe... bye

Thursday, July 20, 2006

My Love Style

Your Love Style is Pragma

You believe love is logical - or at least it should be
You've thought a lot about what you want from someone
And to say you have a checklist would be an understatement
You may even have a plan for how you will fall in love
All you've got to do is meet the perfect person!

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Porcupine (ako?)

You Were a Porcupine

You have created your own path in life, and you encourage others to do the same.
Even as life progresses, you always maintain a sense of wonder and innocence.


Biruin mo porcupine ako! Haha... Adik talaga... Anu kaya feeling nun. Hindi pa nga ako nakakakita nun eh. bwahahaha...

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Babae ba tlaga ako?

You Are 20% Lady

You're a pretty crass, and even a bit crude on occasion.
Manners don't matter to you, but they sure matter to those around you.


Grabe ah... Puro more guy like ako kakainis talaga. Ganu nga ba ako kasiguradong bbae ako? nakakainis... grrrr....

Nothing Special

I'm learning... hehhe... kasi kanina nalaman ko ung meaning ng eccentric... ang babaw ko noh? hehe...

Nawiwili na nga ako sa mga blogthings (courtesy of aileen). Pati mga ate ko. Nakakainis wala pa kong mga articles kahit isa. Anu gagawin ko? Answer me. Hehe. Feeling ko nga stressed na ko. Lalo na ung mga pressure bilang editor, choir member. Tapos ngaun may sakit pa ko. haha, Kanina ngang morning d ako nakapunta ng church. Well, wala a kong magagawa dun. Haha.

Feeling ko dapat ineenjoy ko lang toh lahat. Kasi ako lang naman gumagawa ng problems ko. May internet na pala sa school namin biruin mo un. Haha. La lang. Ummmm... Parang wala na ata masyadong nangyayari sakin ah. I mean ung ga may big somethings... Gulo kong nilalang noh? Sa ngaun parang ang isa sa mga bagay bagay na ayaw ko eh ung attention. Naprepresure kasi ako lalo. Alam mo un. Hehe. La lang. Cge till here na muna. Byerz...

Lalaki ba ko???

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.


Kau na magjudge... Bwahahahahaha!!!

Libra Forever!!!!! Waaaahh!!!

You Should Be A Gemini

What's good about you: witty and energetic, you're simply the most fun to be around

What's bad about you: you're flighty - losing interest in people and projects quickly

In love: you enjoy the "honeymoon phase," but after that it's hard for you to stick around

In friendship, you're: likely to have many groups of friends, with many different interests

Your ideal job: mime, guru, or cartoonist

Your sense of fashion: casual and simple

You like to pig out on: fast food, especially burritos


Hehe... Libra pa rin ako kahit kailan! Kahit tama ung nakasulat dun... huhu... Gemini? Hindi bagay... haha...

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Kakakaba... waaahh!!!

grabe... tagal nanaman.. haha... gulo kasi ako ngaun... d ko alam kung bakit ganun feeling ko parang nagbabago na ugali ko... kakainis nga eh mismo ako naiinis ako sa sarili ko alam mo ba un? Para bang dalawang part ako... d ko alam kung anu ba ko ung dati o ung ngaun... d kaya the true me eh ung ngaun takut lang ako pakita dati? Pede ring dati tapos nagbabagp na talaga ako or bka nadadala lan ako ng problems ko... para kasing ang daming check-ups... daming meetings... natatakut nga akong mapunta sa head ko toh lahat... ayokong yum,abang as in... right now that's what i fear most pero kung iisipin mo naman... magiging ganun nga ako kung iisipin ko... kaya ko yan!!! Right now I'm having problems sa responsibilities lam mo un... nakaktakut mapatawan ng madaming responsibilities at this age or time... I think I'm not matured enough d ko na nga lam kung anung gagawin ko at kung panu ko cya mamamanage... hehe... bad ko ba? d ko kasi alam ung pinasok ko it seems like i had wat i want but still theres this part of me that's missing parang mas masaya pa ko last year. Ang lungkot isipin na natatakut ako... ewan ko ba... huhu...