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Sunday, August 31, 2008

The meaning of denice sharina




What Denice Sharina Means



You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.

You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.

People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.







You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.



You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

Monday, March 31, 2008

Gopets Adventure

I've been playing gopets for a year now but my accout is 2 years... My friend daph introduced this game to me. At first, our internet was kinda slow so my computer can't run the game. I was too frustrated to even try and decided to ignore the game. But when we upgraded our internet connnection, I decided to try the game again. And as expected, I loved it! I never thought that gopets would be as great as it is now. Though there are many things about it that people complain about, still gopets is a game for all ages, it doesn't matter if you are old or young. You'll meet different kinds of people all over the world and discover their cultures not only through them but through their pets as well. As for those who haven't tried it, you're missing 1/3 of your life! hehe... just go to http://www.gopetslive.com/inviter?deniceee186 ... and experience love and enjoyment! :)


this is the picture of crawl my baby cat :)
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part of my land... the farm!!! with the sheep of course :)
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with thge lunar season on i tried to go with it... though it didn't look good... hehehe
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my pet faye godancing...
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my pet pandy
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my babies... haloween hhihihi... masks! :)
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Thursday, March 06, 2008

i am CUTE!!!

Are you cute,sexy,pretty,ugly,or a disgrace to the world
Your Result: Cute
 

Awwwww.... you look as cute a 4 year old so be ashamed..... I think that you should stick to being lonely cause the only boyfriend you might get is a 4 year old no one wants to be called cute...!!!!

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cute is not the worst it's ugly!!! hahaha... am proud to be cute :)

what's my best quality

What's Your Best Quality?
Your Result: Out-Going
 

Your best quality is out-going! People like you because you are fun to be around and no one ever knows what you will do next. Also you are not afraid to say or do whatever
you want.

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Friday, December 21, 2007

An Illusion

You were too great, too good to be true
A fairytale I was when I am with you
A sight so neat no glance can miss,
A treacherous disease, a dying kiss

You were there, a far distance
Untouchable yet nice to look at
But I can’t get through, can’t even take that chance,
Can’t smile and say “Would you care to dance?”

A dream so dull, felt so true
Now answer me, “Am I that of a fool?”
I thought you were listening, thought you liked me
Until I realized, it was all an illusion that was just a dream.

Friday, November 30, 2007

Y Speech Finalist... Awoohh!!! aheheh (from multiply)

It was just then when I was actually on that same stage at the gym and now it's about to happen again. What I'm afraid of this time is for the exact mistake to happen again. I might stand there frozen in the middle of time because of fear. Maybe I'm confident in the eyes of my classmates but a classroom and a gym is totally different. Though I've performed acting and singing there, still my weakness of eye contact and a tons of convincing tone just wouldn't come out. I really wanted to get in just like before but up until now I don't know what's next for the girl who screwed up the first time... Aja!!!! Fight fight!!!! ahehehe...

Sunday, September 23, 2007

Pessimist? Not Anymore! (updated)

I've been thinking of my atiitude towards things lately... Masyado na ko nagiging negative lahat nalang ng bagay na maganda nahahanapan ko ng pangit... sumasama na ugali ko... I should be thankful with what I have... Kaya simula ngayon I'll try to shut myself and think of the good things... so I made a list of my blessing to thank God and the people around me na naniwala kahit ganito ugali ko... thanks...

Things I'm thankful for:
1. Naging president ako ng choir.
2. Naging filipino section editor ako ng scribe.
3. Nakasali ako ng prisaap.
4. Nakaattend ako ng journalism fellowship.
5. Nakapasok ako ng singing idol hanggang finals.
6. Naging top 9 ako nung first grading.
7. Natuto ako maguitara.
8. Natuto ako sumulat at kumanta.
9. Naging lapel ulit ako this year nung foundation day.
10. Lahat ng napanaluan ko kahit recycling contest pa yan... hahahaha..
11. Mayroon akong friends na naging totoo sakin at hindi ako iniwan kahit bangag ako.
12. Meron akong family na supportive sa kahit anung gawin ko.
13. Pumasa ako ng chem. (haha)
14. I was praised by my teachers kahit konti lang.
15. Sa dami ng sakit ko buhay pa rin ako. :p
16. Meron akong clef chin asset ngaraw yan sabi ng iba. (kahit inaasar ako) :p
17.Meron akong dimples.
18. I'm petite. hahahaha...
19. I got in the finals of Y speech!!!! Awoohh!!!
20. Nakabili ako ng bagong folders sa choir... ahehehehe... (babaw)

Sorry sa lahat ng nabother ko sa lahat ng kapraningan ko... hehehee... peace ya'll... anu kaya un? hehehehe... Ewan ko ba kung anu sumanib sakin ngaung araw.... adik! bwahahahahahha!!!!

PCHS Singing idol

Surprisingly, I got in the final 5 to perform at the gym. I'm really happy but still there's a part of me that can't let out that energy... I just domn't feel deserving enough because actually at that time I never expected it. I was one of the worst performers that night (my opinion only) and beside the fact that may singing partner sang my solo part, I was really frustrated about that and started crying. I really didn't want to cry but still I was too nervous and I felt cheated in a way though I know it was not her intention. I was over acting and I know it but I can't help it.

At first when our notes were lost, I was still enjoying it though there's a possibility of not getting in, I was still fine. But when she sang my solo I just stood there frozen, staring at her and signaling for her to stop. But as expected nothing changed. I was too down to even look at the audience. I only stood there staring at the floor and tried to calm myself down. It's as if, if I was given a chance to ran off and cry outside I would've. But it pulled me deep down to hear my name knowing that the other singers did better. I was not even close to good. I'm not questioning anybody but at that time I thought of my friends who really spent their time practicing while I did not do so much.

Now, all I can do is to pray that I don't do the same mistake as I did last time and that I can prove to people and myself that I am deserving and I was right to be there. That's all I can do now. My self-confidence vanished just like that. I think I'm just being too paranoid. Hahahaha... Good luck nalang sakin!!!!! Ahehehe... Abd I'd also like to thank all my friends who stood up for me kahit nagkalat na ko at lahat. Tsaka sa lahat ng tulong niyo sa tono ko sa mukha ko and for being true to me. salamat po!!! Love you all!!!

Friday, August 10, 2007

Clock's still Waiting

I hold with bare hands a blue pen
I have a piece of paper that was there just then
The clock's waiting for an unforgetable scene
Of love and hope that was meant to be a dream.

I was there with blurred thoughts, a dashing light,
I was there with a story that never came off mind.
The clock's still waiting for an unforgetable scene
Of freedom and peace that was meant to be a dream.

I witnessed the reality, a harsh sight,
I viewed them all died from a fight!
The clock's still waiting for a story to be heard
Of an unforgetable love story but death deserved.

Monday, April 02, 2007

Success!!!

I thought I would never be abe to post here again!!! hah! maybe our pcs the one broken.... I mean... duh! it was asking me to log in to a google account and when I ried it here it actually works... I really miss posting here... hahaha... well, I'm at my uncle's house at alabang... my ama's sick and I'm really worried... I cannot think of the thiings that might happen if something bad actually happens... huhu... I'l pray for her so hard... I love u ama!

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Mood Swings

Super dami kong iniintindi ngayon, wala na ngang pasok puro asar naman, ngek! Would life ever give me peace and quiet? I hate it!!! In every way I look there's always something bad and unpleasant... Old friends ome again and new ones go... You're happy then feel irritated... You try to love someone then realizes that it's not worth it... So tiring, almost everything this year are rejections, I still haven't felt good about myself. I'm scared of changes, I'm afraid that people might leave me, especially the ones whom have stuck them selves with me thru my bad and good times. Hay... Ang drama! Buti nga marami pa ring nagstistick up sakin kahit may sayad ako... thanks sa inyong lahat!!! hehehe...

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Exclamation Points

Right now things are going my head... actually, the thing I'm refering to is a thing which I didn't really thought of yesterday or the other day even though I should have... It just got stuck up on me again because o some stupid email and upcoming even... I really hate it when things have to be complicated when actually you can do it with less complication... And I hate the way people react and use their words without even thinking if they'd hurt any feelings... I mean if you tell a person something shouldn't it be sincere? then why put an exclamation point??? grr... don't want to think anymore.... Gotta sleep... another big day tomorrow!

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Failure

I'm so dumb and stupid... I'm careless and brainless as well... yah I failed in math... it sucks... cried for ow many days... this really eats me... can't live like this!!! I make other people guilty I think of revenge... so stupid... arrrghhh!!!!! I want to die.... I can't live this life anymore so unfair and unlucky!!! I'm just plain stupid... tell me what to do...

Monday, January 15, 2007

Haikus on English

Daisies of thick blood
Pours flowing river on thee
Swallowed by freedom

Roses bleeding dead
stabbed by insecurity
suddenly blooms back

Happy Children Play
sing songs of melancholy---
found in their coffins

Two hands in control
tenderly touching fingers
surrounding my neck

Monday, November 13, 2006

Trash

I feel like TRASH!!! uhhh!!!! This is the worst year ever!!! It was so long since I have last posted and here I am again in my usual depressed and totally wasted self. Huh!!!!! Life sucks... Once you had everything and you wake up one day like nobody. Why is this really happening? And it is so hard to define myself. I'm not even sure if I really know myself. So long to the things I once owned and to theings I took for granted. I really suck! I can't even handle a simple responsibility. What more in the future? I'm not saying that I will still have greater positions but in the looks of it everything is possible!

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Back to School

Uhh... School's about to come again... I mean tomorrow school is about to start, my life here as a normal person is officially over. I am once again the stressed looking freak... huhu... I'm so tired... school again.. I don't want to... Oh well, things are really ok lately, I mean in my social life. All friends are treated ok by me. Before I was ok with the work and friends are the problem but now... Arrgghh... Can't understand why life can't be not annoying for just a day... This really kills me. I don't even think that I'm prepared for school. This is so hard. Well, this won't even help me a bit and might worsen my day tommorow because I am late and I lack sleep. UHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Happy

It's already semestral break and I'm doing fine. I mean I'm sure that when school kicks back in I'm totally gonna die again. In this week I only watch series like "Grey's Anatomy" and "Bones" without even bothering that much about homework and articles, no hurting phone calls and a lot of crying. I cry a lot, tears are just curses. I admit that I miss crying at times but when I actually miss it, it hits me everyday then stops for a long time. It's not worth crying about stupid and useless things but I just can't help it. I can't fake myself and act as if I'm not affected or anything. I worry about my articles and still is happy. I am not speaking with a person that I usually speak to but still I'm happy. The word "HAPPY" here is very shallow. I mean I don't cry, I don't get too paranoid and I can sleep well at night, that is happy for me. Haha. Odd that I am happy when I'm with an argue with a someone. I admit that I was super affected and cried my head off for about 2 times but maybe this is a realization that there are things which aren't worth it. Actually I'm still not sure yet if I'm really happy but for now I think I am.

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Pics ko po...

Nakakainis talaga... ang cute cute ko naman nung bata ako... tapos ngaun.. itim itim na... pangit pa... huhu.. oh well.. kasama ko po pala ay ang aking bestfrind na si Leviline Dulay... haha.... la lang... bday kasi ng shoti nya.. xempre invited ako sa max... sarap naman ung food eh...

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Yan lang ata ung maayos!!!

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dadagdagan ko pa toh.. mejo nagloloko kasi pc kaya dalawa lang ung napost ko... hehe

Monday, October 09, 2006

Same Regrets

Now I'm totally pissed. It's like you're the one who's making up but then still it isn't enough. Is God already punishing me for all my mortal sins? I know I deserve this but the timing is so not good. My birthday is only days away and I am not really comfortable having conflicts like these especially in my birthday. I'm really tired of chasing people who doesn't even want to talk to me. I want to talk to him to apologize but I think that ain't gonna happen. This sucks! I asked for other people's opinion but they have different conclusions. So still it's up to me to decide. Some say that I should reach out since it's my fault, that I need to do something before it's too late. Some say I should quit it, I already tried and reach out, if he's really worth it he won't let the six months be eaten by this problem. This sucks, both have huge points. I want to test the person's sincerity of his past lines but also I don't want to lose another friend eventhough he's not that worth it. Does that make sense? Whatever... I just need to concentrate on my quiz. By the way, the math quiz was sooo hard, I think I failed again. Huhu.

Friday, October 06, 2006

Wrong Decisions

Why do I always make wrong decisions? I aways do experiments though I don't think I play with people. I wanted it to happen but that thing could never happen if I'll just tell that person. I thought I need tpo hurt for it to let go, but I was wrong. What if hat person was too annoyed to even talk to me? What if I decide to come back and he doesn't accept me anymore. Ahhh!!!! I should stop thinking to much I need to stick to what I've done. I won't stop it but I'll go with it since this is what I wanted in the first place. But am I regretting? I'm not quite sure. I hope I'm not. waahhh!!! so much of a roller coaster ride. It's not that person's fault, I needed that time for myself. But I'm sure I'll come back but what isn't sure is that when I come back, will it still be the same? Will that person accept me again for me being so stupid. Maybe at this moment he's angry with me and plans to do the same thing with me. Waahh!!! Why am I so stupid at times? I just decide without even thinking the after effects... huhu... But now I am ok and I'll try to be happy with my decision. I won't think of the consequences for now. I'm ust gonna study hard for our pt and get the highest score ever! As if that's gonna happen... hehe... Well, it's worth a try... wish me luck!