Same Routines

Parang routine na lang nangyayari sa life ko recently... Tignan mo... pagkagising makikipagusap sa phone then eat lunch tapos maliligo... magiimagine then... daydreaming for 5 min... tapos computer tapos phone nanaman then darating na si mama... eat dinner. Pagkatos kumain its either phone nanaman or watch tv... then take my night shower... tapos two options nanaman yan... Its either walang tulugan sa phone at pupuyatin ako ng kasama ko.. or knock out na sa kama. Ano convinced? Routine na lahat.. its like nothing new is happening to me every day... Siguro kasalanan ko rin kasi kung gugustuhin ko naman.. may mangyayari.. hehe. Oo nga pala nakalimutan ko ung nagpapakasenti sa mga senting love songs. Alam nyo naman mahirap na baka mabuang na ko. Hehe.

Lagi na nga akong kinukulit ng nga ate ko kasi I'm starting to build my own walls. Di ko nga alam kung bakit. I'm starting to feel that I want to be more distant than before. Kasi naman people around our house are always treating me like a kid. Eventhough that it's true. It still doesn't feel good and besides when can they accept the fact that I'm starting to grow up. And that I'm starting to have my own brains for me to decide. I already know the differences between good from bad. I know they love me that much (kapal!) but still. It is unfair. I am the one who controls my life. I won't let other people control it for me. Sorry to say but "No thanks" I think that there are things that I can already handle without your help. Drama ko noh! Hayaan nyo na ko magpakasenti... Di pa ba kayo sanay.. hehe

P.S Sa lahat ng natamaan "peace!!!" hehe