A New Stage

I am really pressured right now. First, tom. will be the distribution of cards and surely I am not included in the top ten. I'm also worried about failing. I am not that confident with my grades. Hope I don't see red marks. Huhu. Second, the task given to me. My job as an editor. I wrote an article about shoes and I think they found it unique and they decided to return it to me. I needed to revise it. I was told to make it a 2 page article! Our adviser told us that it ahould be a contest piece. I think I can't do it. I'm not that good of a writer. I'm nervous. Maybe I have to start believing in myself. I was never confident with my skills. I always see bad bones especially in writing. I'm not even good at spelling. And even worse in filipino. But fate is fate. I have no choice but to accept what god has given me.

Yes dear readers I am insane. I really am pressured. They didn't only ask me to write an essay hey also assigned me to write 2 news articles and once again the most neck breaking part... It should be a contest piece. Let's just see what happens. Hope I can make them contented with what I can do. Hope I can do my job as the school campus newspaper's filipino section editor. I also wish for it to win. Of coarse I carry the name of our school somehow. I should prove to them that they didn't made a wrong decision in picking a sophomore student. I can do this. They didn't put me here for just any reason. Maybe this is what god has planned for me. I promise if I can make pass through this stage. I can already say that I am an editor and soon I'll be proud of myself and not doubt with what I have and what I can do. I'll learn to love even the people around me. I won't play games anymore. I promise...