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Sunday, October 22, 2006

Pics ko po...

Nakakainis talaga... ang cute cute ko naman nung bata ako... tapos ngaun.. itim itim na... pangit pa... huhu.. oh well.. kasama ko po pala ay ang aking bestfrind na si Leviline Dulay... haha.... la lang... bday kasi ng shoti nya.. xempre invited ako sa max... sarap naman ung food eh...

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Yan lang ata ung maayos!!!

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dadagdagan ko pa toh.. mejo nagloloko kasi pc kaya dalawa lang ung napost ko... hehe

Monday, October 09, 2006

Same Regrets

Now I'm totally pissed. It's like you're the one who's making up but then still it isn't enough. Is God already punishing me for all my mortal sins? I know I deserve this but the timing is so not good. My birthday is only days away and I am not really comfortable having conflicts like these especially in my birthday. I'm really tired of chasing people who doesn't even want to talk to me. I want to talk to him to apologize but I think that ain't gonna happen. This sucks! I asked for other people's opinion but they have different conclusions. So still it's up to me to decide. Some say that I should reach out since it's my fault, that I need to do something before it's too late. Some say I should quit it, I already tried and reach out, if he's really worth it he won't let the six months be eaten by this problem. This sucks, both have huge points. I want to test the person's sincerity of his past lines but also I don't want to lose another friend eventhough he's not that worth it. Does that make sense? Whatever... I just need to concentrate on my quiz. By the way, the math quiz was sooo hard, I think I failed again. Huhu.

Friday, October 06, 2006

Wrong Decisions

Why do I always make wrong decisions? I aways do experiments though I don't think I play with people. I wanted it to happen but that thing could never happen if I'll just tell that person. I thought I need tpo hurt for it to let go, but I was wrong. What if hat person was too annoyed to even talk to me? What if I decide to come back and he doesn't accept me anymore. Ahhh!!!! I should stop thinking to much I need to stick to what I've done. I won't stop it but I'll go with it since this is what I wanted in the first place. But am I regretting? I'm not quite sure. I hope I'm not. waahhh!!! so much of a roller coaster ride. It's not that person's fault, I needed that time for myself. But I'm sure I'll come back but what isn't sure is that when I come back, will it still be the same? Will that person accept me again for me being so stupid. Maybe at this moment he's angry with me and plans to do the same thing with me. Waahh!!! Why am I so stupid at times? I just decide without even thinking the after effects... huhu... But now I am ok and I'll try to be happy with my decision. I won't think of the consequences for now. I'm ust gonna study hard for our pt and get the highest score ever! As if that's gonna happen... hehe... Well, it's worth a try... wish me luck!