Same Regrets

Now I'm totally pissed. It's like you're the one who's making up but then still it isn't enough. Is God already punishing me for all my mortal sins? I know I deserve this but the timing is so not good. My birthday is only days away and I am not really comfortable having conflicts like these especially in my birthday. I'm really tired of chasing people who doesn't even want to talk to me. I want to talk to him to apologize but I think that ain't gonna happen. This sucks! I asked for other people's opinion but they have different conclusions. So still it's up to me to decide. Some say that I should reach out since it's my fault, that I need to do something before it's too late. Some say I should quit it, I already tried and reach out, if he's really worth it he won't let the six months be eaten by this problem. This sucks, both have huge points. I want to test the person's sincerity of his past lines but also I don't want to lose another friend eventhough he's not that worth it. Does that make sense? Whatever... I just need to concentrate on my quiz. By the way, the math quiz was sooo hard, I think I failed again. Huhu.