Trash

I feel like TRASH!!! uhhh!!!! This is the worst year ever!!! It was so long since I have last posted and here I am again in my usual depressed and totally wasted self. Huh!!!!! Life sucks... Once you had everything and you wake up one day like nobody. Why is this really happening? And it is so hard to define myself. I'm not even sure if I really know myself. So long to the things I once owned and to theings I took for granted. I really suck! I can't even handle a simple responsibility. What more in the future? I'm not saying that I will still have greater positions but in the looks of it everything is possible!