I'm Sorry

Lately I can't sleep, I'm worried about many things. But actually I don't know what I'm worried about. Nothing in my brain is specified. Gosh! And lately I don't even have time to post on my blog or to chat. I'm not that busy at school but I feel that something's wrong with me. I'm grounded only for my achi's eyes but when she's out I can do any thing I want. I'm bad... hehe...

I'm listening to 26 songs. I mean as in ONLY 26 songs. I think I'm gonna get sick with myself. I keep complaining. I can't even remember that I posted here that I'm happy... Now I'm thinking of the things I lack... the only thing that I don't have is a love life and money. Well, I don't need those anyway. I think I'm only pressuring myself... haha... I'm the cause of all my depressions... Weird isn't it? But yes! It's all my fault and yet I'm complaining. I even burst out to other people... you know who you are...

I just wanna say I'm sorry. I don't see your concerns. Thanks for everything... I'm such a selfish freak. Hehe.. Thanks for your efforts to cheer me up though sometimes I'm bad enough to make you feel that you're the one who made a mistake. It's all me. You did nothing wrong. That's who you are... and I can't change that... I'm sorry for being a stuborn kid... Don't think about my feelings too much... I'm confused child... You'll never find me out... I'll try to change my moody modes... I promise I'll make it up to you... -shobe-